not crazy....

dear diary~


I'm not mAd i'm not Mad i'm NOT mad OKAY?!


My god whY is it that all of this has to be happening now? Really, i'm just sO fucking scared... Oh and my doctor is useless. "Maybe you should try not watchIng Scary things." no shit you bumbling iDiot. Am i Really that mad? i thinK not. how could I hallucinate things as horrifying as this. My only concern now is why this is happening And what the things I've been seeing are. maybe someone will Finally comment on heRe and let me know whAt's going on... I mean i've lookeD up slender man online... but I don't understand what i've done to deserve his attention...


please someone talk to me.......


bernard laguardia