Thursday, July 12, 2012

This past two months or so-

I've just had such a hard time... Dealing with what I've done... what Drake and I did... and it just feels so weird knowing that He just seems like He's letting me go... I went to where Drake's house was and collected a small cache' of money he'd hidden there and I've been living off of that for the past two months... I'm sorry I haven't posted... I just feel so overwhelmed at times and just look at my blog and don't know what to say...

As for what happened exactly... I... I did something... and... it allowed Drake to fully share my body... and... then with his help, and the power of the Athame, which had been fused with his soul when he killed himself with it... we were able to kill all of those proxies... The Athame had fused itself to Drake because it seems like its one goal was to hurt and harm Him and His minions...

Today I finally got the energy together to post partially with help from Ze Frank's "A Show".

 

Today wasn't as broken as others, and I was able to pull myself together well enough to finally post something... I hope you all are still out there and fighting, and surviving...

Bernard Laguardia