The past 3 days

Dear Diary~


The feeling is almost gone now... but... well things are kind of weird... I'm going to talk to my doctor about it... I don't need to be putting this info out on the internet.


Pretty much I've just been watching stuff on youtube and reading a new book my mom got for me. She said that a friend of hers really liked it. It's called The Whalestoe Letters. So far it's pretty cool. Though I don't see what's so special about it.


Oh and welcome, Chase. Maybe you'll comment. It'd be nice to talk to people out there.


Bernard Laguardia

The past 2 days

Dear Diary~

The feeling hasn't gone away... I mean... it's not as prominent now... but it's still there... *sigh* Well it's whatever... since it seems to be going away, it doesn't bother me that much...

Didn't get around to watching Harold and Maude... I really do want to, cause it looks really good, I just am having a hard time getting myself to do it.

Well here's hoping today gets better.

Bernard Laguardia

I'm having a really hard time falling asleep

Dear Diary~


I just can't seem to shake that feeling I got earlier... It's hard to describe... I guess this is the kind of stuff that my doctor would want me to write down... I'll try my best to describe it.


Imagine feeling a tightness in your gut, followed by a cold chill running right down your spine, then the only lingering feeling is that of a weight across your shoulders. That's what I'm feeling right now. Like if I lay down, I still feel it... It's... odd... I mean, not that surprising, but it's not like anything that I normally experience. Especially since it's kinesthetic. 


I think I'm gonna get on netflix and just watch something... might finally get around to watching Harold and Maude...


Bernard Laguardia

Weird feeling...

Dear Diary~


Something feels off... I just got a really bad chill... hm... I'm going to try and get to sleep early tonight...


Bernard Laguardia

The past 4 days

Dear Diary~


Started a new anime. It's called Steins Gate. =3 I'm loving it so far. Really weird. X3 Oh also I watched A Scanner Darkly. Really enjoyed it, and the weird visual style the movie had. Oh and I got the videogame Braid on Steam. =3 Love that game so much.


Bernard Laguardia

The past 10 days

Dear Diary~


Not a whole lot has happened. Had a rough day on thursday, but overall I've been pretty good. Oh! I finished Divine Misfortune. That book is fantastic. X3 I've been watching a lot of MythBusters recently. That show is amazing. =3 Oh I just watched Shutter Island! =3 GREAT movie. X3 I'll try and update every few days instead of letting 10 days go by each time. XP


Bernard Laguardia

The past 3 days

Dear Diary~


I've just been watching movies for the most part. I love the movie The Secret of Kells. Beautifully done. My favorite part is when Aisling sings the song for Pangur Ban.


Also I'm almost done with Divine Misfortune. This book is hilarious. X3


Bernard Laguardia

A Follower?

Dear Diary~


Um... Hi there. I don't really know how to handle this... I mean... I really didn't think anyone would ever stumble across my blog. So um... hi TheShadyLady my name is Bernard Laguardia. You can just call me B. if you don't want to type it all out.


Well anyway, not much has happened today. I watched The Mothman Prophecies today. My doctor didn't think that was a very good idea, but honestly I feel fine after watching it. Very cool movie.


Bernard Laguardia

Posting Because my Doctor said I Had to.

Dear Diary~


Since I haven't posted anything in about 5 days my doctor got all upset. I only haven't posted because NOTHING has happened. I mean, I've been watching Mythbusters on Netflix, drawing, and reading. Nothing else has been happening. :/ Oh and I've been feeling fine.


Bernard Laguardia

So... Halloween...

Dear Diary~


I don't like that holiday...


So last night I stayed in and watched funny movies on netflix...


Oh I also read some more of Divine Misfortune. This book is so funny. =3


Bernard Laguardia