Talking with Raz and D

We're trying to figure out what our next move is... Until Cavan makes a move there isn't too much we can do. It's disturbing how quiet it's been.

Raz and D seem very nervous. They said they can tell that He's angry, and is gunning for us right now. It's a feeling they get. Like Cavan said in the comments of his newest post, it's a very weak connection they have to Him at this point, but it's still there, and they get vague impressions from time to time. Bursts of emotion really. 

We're on the move again, just in case the silence we're getting from Cavan after that last post is because he's planning something.

Wish us luck... if anyone is still left to wish it...

Bernard Laguardia

Tired of all this shit...

I thought I was done. I really did. I know I hadn't said anything, but that was because Raz had asked me not to, so they could stay in hiding, but after my last post I was contacted by Raz and D and they invited me to go into hiding with them, just incase He, or one of His minions decided that I was a worthwhile target.

It had been so good. Nothing had gone wrong, we'd been safe, even enjoying each other's company. I'd started working a regular job again. I'd almost saved up for the Playstation 4. I'd almost gone back to normal.

Then this fucking post shows up from some guy named Cavan. I didn't even bother trying to decode it, I just clicked the link on his name and from what I can tell this is another Proxy or "hollowed" or "hallowed" or "whatever-you-want-to-call-them-now". I like Hollowed personally because it shows that they're just empty puppets and makes me feel less guilty about their deaths...

Anyway... I just can't deal with this. Raz has promised me that he and D can keep me safe, but I really doubt that... Once this starts it never ends till someone dies... usually more than just one...

Bernard Laguardia

Also can someone please help me with this stupid code. Now that it's there, I'm curious; I want to know what it says.

Set to Repeat

ES FTQS JNVNP NJUQ.

KJON IKPN, HNS TQ UAJON ACAEJ.

WN OAJJKS HNS ES.

Regards,

Cavan

This past two months or so-

I've just had such a hard time... Dealing with what I've done... what Drake and I did... and it just feels so weird knowing that He just seems like He's letting me go... I went to where Drake's house was and collected a small cache' of money he'd hidden there and I've been living off of that for the past two months... I'm sorry I haven't posted... I just feel so overwhelmed at times and just look at my blog and don't know what to say...

As for what happened exactly... I... I did something... and... it allowed Drake to fully share my body... and... then with his help, and the power of the Athame, which had been fused with his soul when he killed himself with it... we were able to kill all of those proxies... The Athame had fused itself to Drake because it seems like its one goal was to hurt and harm Him and His minions...

Today I finally got the energy together to post partially with help from Ze Frank's "A Show".

 

Today wasn't as broken as others, and I was able to pull myself together well enough to finally post something... I hope you all are still out there and fighting, and surviving...

Bernard Laguardia

Coming back soon...

It's all over... I'm done... I... I can't believe what I've done... Sso muchdeath.

...

But it was worth it... and now it's over... 'He' will never come after me again... not after He's seen what I've done to His minions...

Braen... I tore to shreds... there is nothing left of him... but I did it slowly... he deserved every second of pain and misery that he experienced...

Alder I left hanging from a tree... I turned the whole tree black with the bile and filth inside of him...

N|LL I didn't make suffer... he had only done what he did out of grief... I broke his neck and it was over...

The Narrator... I left for last... his story is over, and I wanted him to know that... to see it coming, and I know that it would end with me. I wrote on the wall of his library with his corpse "No story is planned. All things happen out of the hands of those involved. Nothing ends as set forth. See this man as an example." and left his corpse draped over the main table...

But... it's over now...

I've said my goodbyes to Drake... and now he's gone...

For those who care... the last words Drake said to his sister were "I'll be with you soon enough... but I still have something I have to do..."

I'm going to try and contact Drake's friends at Defenders Against Slenders... and see if they'd want me to post on their blog... if so I'll make a post about it and link so you all will know where I am.

Bernard Laguardia

Oh and @DJ Atomika In response to your comment on that last post of mine: If you really want to know what happened I can explain... just let me know if you do.

This will be the end.

How classically tragic.

NULL dies by Drake's hand...

Then N|LL conspires to have me kill my own sister...

And thus take his own life...

Then seemingly by devine retribution...

A loved one of Drake's is given the power...

To kill him, and all involved parties...

Braen, Alder, and N|LL have all fallen...

Only one more remains...

Narrator, your story is coming to an end...

Make your peace...

-... .-.. --- --- -..

I wear their blood, a blanket to keep me warm

I listen to their screams, a lullaby to help me sleep

I sleep soundly

Two voices in my head

Revenge

Ravaged

Kill

Cry

Slice

Sleep

Empty

Entirely